The resurgence of Jerry

I was supposed to go on a break from poker, but the bug hit me. So, I decide to buy in for 50 bucks and play some 1/2 NL hold em. Lose that when i called a raise with 5,7 in the BB. Flop comes out 5,6,8 rainbow. I check, original raiser raises 14 dollars, so I then push in for 89 dollars. He calls in a second, flips over KK. So any 5,7,4,9. No dice bye bye Jerry.

So right now im saving my money like crazy, and with any hope by the time we go back to the Philippines id have saved over 10k. I hope I stay off the felt for a while, as I have totally lost all confidence in my poker playing.